YOU...!!

Don't want to tell you...
Don't want to ask you...
You write it silently and I just want to read it repeatedly....

Don't want any conversation on this...
Because we know...
What we both want to say each other,
What we both want to hear from each other....

It's amazing when you know all things from inside....
And act like you know nothing from outside.....

One day I want to surprise you saying that, "I know everything....I read it more than hundred times.. You r the first person whom i follow silently...And I just love it... How you show and How you hide..."

Conversions with myself

Me to myself :: Am I really independent....??
Myself to me :: No, not a really.But I want to feel independent myself before dying.
Me to myself :: What's yr plan to win this world...??
Myself to me :: Answer is in your question. "World"
Me to myself :: :O
Myself to me :: Yeah, One day I want to reach at that level. When world see me always right. My decisions for myself is only taken by me and no-one's perspective change my decision. I want to become a person who don't need anyone's permission to live my life.
If I want to go somewhere, I just go without any fear.
If I want to try something new, Try it without think about it's risk.
Simply, If I want to fly, I just fly without doubting a little on my wings.
At that point I say, Yeah I am independent and when all people in my country feel exactly like me, I say Yeah... "India is independent country" :)

Smiling like an idiot

Bad thoughts comes free with bad days of life...!! It always happens with everyone, But it's depend on that person how comfortably he or she handle it.
One of my bad thought which always run in my mind is that "Am i ever get a imperfect person who accept my imperfection and i accept his imperfection? " Now days, my eyes are looking for answer in quotes (the only things which i regularly read ). And one-day I read a quote ::

"After a while, you just want to be with one that makes you laugh !!"

Many times I read the same quote but i never find any special feeling. But today when i read the same thing, I was smiling like a idiot :) Because I got a answer of my question after many days. Simply I reverse the sentence and think like, "Spreading happiness in surrounding environment is the only aim of my life. And for me, Make people smile is a easiest task of my life. Then those people always wish me to be part of their life.Why am i thinking the topic in which I am expert ? :)"
My heart smiled like an idiot and memorizing a song  " Together make you love, Forever making you smile :) " 

When was the last time you did something for first time ?

It's first time....

Yeah,It's first time talking....

Yes I am nervous....

Set on terrace roof, It's 7:51 am. 

will call around 8:00 am.

It's remaining 10 minute.

It's nine...

It's nine..nine... Does it stick my watch...!!

I laugh, It's mobile baby. How it's possible ?

I can't handle this feeling more..

Stop it, just call.

Number dial. 

No No... How am I ? 

Cut call...!! waiting.... 

Ahhh... I never feel this nervousness..

Let's stop this.. I call...

Call... "It's out of reach"

I feel like free bird. Put mobile on roof and Start listening song...

It's just 7:59 am...

Let call this time, See what happens.

Call...Ringing... "Hello"..

"Hello, I can't hear anything..."

"Hello...Hello..Hello..." Just disconnected.

Close my eyes.. 

I say myself, "Are you Bhumi? Who speak a lot. My Friends say to me that please stop now, This is too much laughing...!! Who find her way to make smile on any person. I just mess up my first impression,

Feel like hell "