A leaf of love

I decided to draw a leaf,
whenever I'll miss him.
Hope, he will come back
before Autumn will come into my story !!

Who like the waiting part of life ?
but who don't like that one meet after a long period of waiting ?

When he left, I come to know,
his fingertips don't always touch, only my body,
but that one is SOUL touch.

When he left, I come to know,
places look empty without him..!!
flowers,food, even water.... Nature is losing it's taste day by day.

When he left, I come to know,
Someone scold me on my little mistakes,
to love me on my little things...!!

When will he come back ?
When he left,
and when he'll come back,
in that time period,
I surely,
becoming more me,
becoming more him,
realizing more us.

Hello October !! welcome autumn.

Still he is confused !!

Still he is confused !!
Does he more like her fearness,
or her craziness !!
and She,
She say yes to all challenges of life,
she know,
he is always there, besides her.
and she show all her madness to him,
she want,
to take all wild ride of life with him.

Whatever he likes,
all her moves for him,
because she doesn't want to show only her God,
but also her Demons.
so that he loves her all- good & bad.

Today's struggle will make your tomorrow wonderful !!

Battles, we fight for....
One day we will shine for....

Hidden secrets, we cry for....
One day Our smiles will bright for...

Words, we says to us...
One day they will be worth written for...

Time, we survive for...
One day that time will create our story wonderful...

That day he said, I am sorry for.. YOU !!
I said, "Everything happens for a reason. May be right now reason is unknown for...." !!

Fall for !

He asked,
"By which words do you like to be praised ?"
I,
"Pretty mind,
free soul,
down to earth,
unbreakable promises,
adorable nature,
confident woman,
truthful advices,
...."
He,"Please.... stop telling more
I am already falling for
You"

Two girls - One Mirror !!

Two girls,
in-front of one Mirror !!
Unknown to each-other....
but started to know each other.
By comparing each other...
At one end,
She has good eyebrow.
At another end,
She has cute face.
Comparison goes on.

One left place...
Both left connection there !!
Left one girl again look herself,
in same mirror.
I have curly hair,
I have skinny legs....
Compliments goes on.
At the end she thought,
I looked more beautiful alone
in Mirror.

To all beautiful - lovely girls,
You always look more beautiful
the way you are.
Look at yourself by your own eyes,
because eyes is also a mirror, gifted by God.
Why compare ?
Start to compliment !! 

I am... !!

I am Galaxy.

If you want to explore me...

You have to come far away just for me !!

I am peacock.

If you want to dance with me...

You have to get wet in rains with me !!

I am star.

If you want to shine with me....

You have to be as brighter as me !!

I am light.

If you want to hug me...

You have to travel with my speed !!

I am fire.
If you want to kiss me...
You have to burn with me !!

I am honeybee.

If you want to taste me...

You have to be around me... always !!

I am paradise.

If you want to live with me...

You have to die for me !! 

Everything will be okay soon ...

I know...
You are feeling pain right know !!
I know...
You feel, right now saddest person in this world is you !!
But, Believe ...
Believe in YOU...
Believe in Time......
Because Time is running...
even you feel yourself as steady !!
even you don't have strength for move on from
where you are standing right now.
Time will move on,and
with Time you will move on.

Just Believe...
Believe on your belief !!

Everything will be okay soon..!!

Promise

Promise me that,
You will not define me.
Because I have my own definition.

Promise me that,
You will never get angry on me...
But you can get angry on my things.

Promise me that,
You will never leave me alone for others,
But You will leave me alone with myself for sometimes.

Promise me that,
You don't feel unsecured,

Because You are very much secure in my heart.

Promise me that,
You will never break my hearts,
But You can break my promises :))) 

I prefer !!

I prefer.....
Lovely smile over "Thank you" word.
Tight hug over "Missing you".
Just saying my name "Bhumi" over "Dear" word.
Silence over Explanation.
Love people unconditionally over having expectation for loved back by them.
Happiness from my work over monthly salary.
Being child over being girl.
Being weird over being well-behaved.
My family and friends over anything in this world.

Stay humble and Stay beautiful :) 

A smile after a while !!

Morning 5 am..!! Cold air - My open ponytail and just one pen, enough for me to start writing something !! this time title is " A smile after a while !!"

 

After a while,

After some days,

After my unwanted waiting !!

He messaged me,

He asked me,

How was me !!

and my smiles,

blushing...

a little thought about me in his mind,

a little care for me in his heart,

a little space for me in his life :)

but again,

waiting ? ! !

 

Yes,It's raining

Yes, It's raining..raining..

Some drops from my eyes.

Some drops from sky,

Yes, I'm running..running..

Some steps lead me.

Some memories pull me.

Yes, I feel you again and again..

Your love in my eyes.

Your memories in my mind.

By me - Conversation at corner

Should I have to really think about Marriage ?

Really ? Should I have to think on this so called topic ? Marriage..??

because I am 22 years old.Is this reason enough for thinking ? No, it's not enough reason for me, maturity is not come with your age. It's just number for me. 

Next one please. 

because My parents are waiting to meet my future husband and his family(more eagerly than me) but I am not thinking a little bit about him. So go for next one..!!

because your all friends are looking for their partner, You also have to think on it . Bull shit..!! Everyone has rights to think about their dreams and choosing their own way to compete it. I am doing the same, I am busy in making my life. 

My thinking is simple,"I don't have to listen anyone's reason for marriage but when I get enough reason to marry a guy, I will not wait for his proposal, I'll go and propose him " 

Comment your one..!! I have enough ways to answer your reason..!! ;)