Should I have to really think about Marriage ?

Really ? Should I have to think on this so called topic ? Marriage..??

because I am 22 years old.Is this reason enough for thinking ? No, it's not enough reason for me, maturity is not come with your age. It's just number for me. 

Next one please. 

because My parents are waiting to meet my future husband and his family(more eagerly than me) but I am not thinking a little bit about him. So go for next one..!!

because your all friends are looking for their partner, You also have to think on it . Bull shit..!! Everyone has rights to think about their dreams and choosing their own way to compete it. I am doing the same, I am busy in making my life. 

My thinking is simple,"I don't have to listen anyone's reason for marriage but when I get enough reason to marry a guy, I will not wait for his proposal, I'll go and propose him " 

Comment your one..!! I have enough ways to answer your reason..!! ;) 

By me For you

My joyously love towards you,

                        but you don't want to love me.

Desperately waiting for your one look,

                        but you don't want to see me.

Day-dreaming for your tenderness,

                        but you don't want to show your compassion.

Spending doleful time without you,

                        but you don't want to hear words which i haven't spoken yet.

  

-By me for you

YOU...!!

Don't want to tell you...
Don't want to ask you...
You write it silently and I just want to read it repeatedly....

Don't want any conversation on this...
Because we know...
What we both want to say each other,
What we both want to hear from each other....

It's amazing when you know all things from inside....
And act like you know nothing from outside.....

One day I want to surprise you saying that, "I know everything....I read it more than hundred times.. You r the first person whom i follow silently...And I just love it... How you show and How you hide..."

Conversions with myself

Me to myself :: Am I really independent....??
Myself to me :: No, not a really.But I want to feel independent myself before dying.
Me to myself :: What's yr plan to win this world...??
Myself to me :: Answer is in your question. "World"
Me to myself :: :O
Myself to me :: Yeah, One day I want to reach at that level. When world see me always right. My decisions for myself is only taken by me and no-one's perspective change my decision. I want to become a person who don't need anyone's permission to live my life.
If I want to go somewhere, I just go without any fear.
If I want to try something new, Try it without think about it's risk.
Simply, If I want to fly, I just fly without doubting a little on my wings.
At that point I say, Yeah I am independent and when all people in my country feel exactly like me, I say Yeah... "India is independent country" :)