A smile after a while !!

Morning 5 am..!! Cold air - My open ponytail and just one pen, enough for me to start writing something !! this time title is " A smile after a while !!"

 

After a while,

After some days,

After my unwanted waiting !!

He messaged me,

He asked me,

How was me !!

and my smiles,

blushing...

a little thought about me in his mind,

a little care for me in his heart,

a little space for me in his life :)

but again,

waiting ? ! !

 

Yes,It's raining

Yes, It's raining..raining..

Some drops from my eyes.

Some drops from sky,

Yes, I'm running..running..

Some steps lead me.

Some memories pull me.

Yes, I feel you again and again..

Your love in my eyes.

Your memories in my mind.

By me - Conversation at corner

Should I have to really think about Marriage ?

Really ? Should I have to think on this so called topic ? Marriage..??

because I am 22 years old.Is this reason enough for thinking ? No, it's not enough reason for me, maturity is not come with your age. It's just number for me. 

Next one please. 

because My parents are waiting to meet my future husband and his family(more eagerly than me) but I am not thinking a little bit about him. So go for next one..!!

because your all friends are looking for their partner, You also have to think on it . Bull shit..!! Everyone has rights to think about their dreams and choosing their own way to compete it. I am doing the same, I am busy in making my life. 

My thinking is simple,"I don't have to listen anyone's reason for marriage but when I get enough reason to marry a guy, I will not wait for his proposal, I'll go and propose him " 

Comment your one..!! I have enough ways to answer your reason..!! ;) 

By me For you

My joyously love towards you,

                        but you don't want to love me.

Desperately waiting for your one look,

                        but you don't want to see me.

Day-dreaming for your tenderness,

                        but you don't want to show your compassion.

Spending doleful time without you,

                        but you don't want to hear words which i haven't spoken yet.

  

-By me for you